I Can Barely Say

                                  I said I told you everything but I left something out

Underneath the stairwell 

That I'm under lock and key, but you can probably tell

A powder keg in a prison cell



I wanna return but all you will do is turn to leave

If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?

I've been gone so long

I can barely say

All I know is now I want to stay

Has it been too long since I went away?

Cause I'm trying to find the words but I can barely say



Well I used to be the sun

Waiting silently but they barely noticed me

But I've been talking in my sleep when anybody sees they turn and run from me



I want to return but all you will do is turn to leave

If I can find my way home, will you take hold of me?

Cause I've been gone so long

I can barely say

All I know is now I want to stay

Has it been too long since I went away?

Cause I'm trying to find the words but I can barely say



I wanted to run

I wanted to love and be loved in return

But will I ever get back, do I know too much to return



I've been gone so long, I can barely say

All I know is now I wanna stay

Has it been too long since I went away?

Cause I'm trying to find the words but I can barely say