Fear Of Bliss

My misery has enjoyed company

And although I have ached

I don't threaten anybody

Sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you

Sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to



I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted

I've tried roadblocks and all

My happy endings prevented

Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do



Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)



I could be golden

I could be glowing

I could be freedom

But that could be boring

Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of losing you



Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)



This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down

Under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone



I could be full

I could be thriving

I could be shining

Sounds isolating

Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true

I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do



Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude

Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude?)


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