Joining the Circus

                                  Never won a medal for bravery

Never won a medal for tact

Never thought the truth would enslave me

Turn me into something so close to a liar



I'm joining the circus

I'm going away

Waving from the boat

I don't cry



Looking at the ocean washes tear,

Away



I will arrange.

Savor the lie

Go blind on all these words

Divine myself this urge.



I'm joining the circus,

I'm running away

The people I won't know,

The places I won't stay.



Now where is the circus?

I only see clowns,

Half naked girls and mirrors

I leave them in the sea to drown.



I love her now.