I Feel Wrong

                                  Confused desires since my teenage years

I'm the same homo my family fears

For my blue eyed boy there's a long distance longing

My behind closed doors fantasies going on

And I feel wrong



Forgive me father for I have sinned

I must confess it's brothers with my eyes that I undress

Once a day I think about killing myself

I can't carry on I must be strong even though it hurts as I sing this song

And I feel wrong



God it's only love

God for how long will I feel wrong?