I'm Alive

                                  It's been a long time since I watched these lights alone

                     I look around my life tonight and you are gone

                  I might have done something to keep you if I'd known

                           How unhappy you had become



                            While I was dreaming of you

                            With my heart in your hands

                            And I was following though

                             With my beautiful plans



                      Yeah now I'm rolling down this canyon drive

                           With your laughter in my head

                    I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive

                            'cause those dreams are dead

                                 And I'm alive



                     I want to go where I will never hear your name

                       I want to lose my sorrow and be free again

                            And I know I've been insane

                       When I think of places I could have been



                             But I was dreaming of you

                            With my heart in your hands

                            And I was following through

                             With my beautiful plans



                          Standing here by the highway side

                           Watching these trucks blow by

                               Inches from my face

                       Yeah thinking 'bout the time I've wasted

                           And the pleasure we once tasted

                           Looking up and down this road

                               I've been here before

                              Can't be here no more



                       Yeah now I'm rolling down California five

                           With your laughter in my head

                    I'm gonna have to block it out somehow to survive

                            'cause those dreams are dead

                                 And I'm alive