I Confess

                                  I've been really really bad 

I said mean things just to get you mad 

I've been really really glad 

To see you fight for me 

I've been carrying around 

An awful lot of weight that holds me down 

I've got a heavy, heavy heart 

That's making me too crazy 



I might explode or melt down from distress 

I'll never know 'til it gets off my chest 



I confess to loving you too much 

Dying for your touch 

That never is enough to hold me 

Driving way too fast 

Living in the past 

And never knowing that I'm happy 



I've been really, really bad 

I keep shutting down when you get sad 

I don't really understand how to give to you 

I've been known to jump the gun 

I'm the first to leave if it's not fun 

My heart is always on the run 

As soon as I'm confused 



It can't be good to make life the enemy 

If I could I'd tame what's inside me 



I confess I give you little tests 

I do not do my best 

Forgetting that I'm blessed and lucky 

Wasting too much time 

Pouring too much wine 

And tuning out sometimes when you fuck me 

Being self obsessed 

Too long getting dressed 

Take your tenderness for granted 

Getting negative 

I'm hyper-sensitive 

I come down on you heavy handed 



They say that all things heal faster with the truth 

And confession is the way a soul finds its groove 



Oh I know I gotta confess to 

Loving you too much 

Dying for your touch 

That never is enough to hold me 

Driving way too fast 

Living in the past 

And never knowing that I'm happy 

I give you little tests 

I do not do my best 

Forgetting that I'm blessed and lucky 

Wasting too much time 

Pouring too much wine 

And tuning out sometimes when you fuck me 



But I do love you