What I Wouldn't Give

                                  Feeling like I can't forgive

But I want to

It's like I don't know how to live

I'm afraid to

I used to think, take them as they come

Without hesitation, no

Now it's like my head is filled with lies

And persuasions

As the sun begins to fall

I hear her calling out to me

She's saying, hurry it's one more day gone



What I wouldn't give just to forget

So I can remember how to live again

I want to live again



I'm feeling dissonant

And distracted

Toxic chemicals are spilling in my head

And they're bleeding deadly reactions

As the moon begins to rise

It shows me all the colours

That I'm hiding, I'm hiding myself



What I wouldn't give just to forget

What I wouldn't give to get some rest

So I can remember how to live again

I want to live again



Am I desperately losing this fight

When I should really be choosing my flight

Take me, take me, take me now



What I wouldn't give just to forget

What I wouldn't give to get some rest

So I can remember how to live again

I want to live again



What I wouldn't give just to forget

What I wouldn't give to get some rest

What I wouldn't give just to forget

So I can remember how to live