You Never Knew (i Lied)

                                  Your cousin Cindy touched me once 

I did not stop her so we carried on 

During family holidays 

She and I always found a way 

You never knew, you never knew 

You never knew I was so untrue 

Because I lied, because I lied 

Because I lied, I lied and I lied and I lied 

When I said I was with Paul I was with Felicity Jones 

the big-chested red head I swore I did not know 

She cornered me while you were buying me a beer 

She knew who you were but she did not care 

You may have been wise 

The whole time 

You knew the wrong 

Numbers were right 

I hope the whole time 

You were doing the same 

So I will not have to 

Swallow all of the blame 

You said you were leaving 

Because you did not feel needed 

So I lied as I tried to agree 

So you left me alone 

With me and myself 

So I drank and I drugged 

To become someone else