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I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold, 
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, 
I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight, 
I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, 
I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about, 
I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, 
I can't afford to blow this one, 
I hate myself sometimes, 
I love myself, 
I need this way of life because it holds me. 
contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy 
now I've made it through those lies and deceit, 
I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore i am sure, 
now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe 
I'd lost control of my fate.

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