I Walk Alone

i wanted to be loved

i wanted to be known

i wanted to be held

i wanted to be thrown

into this world

i wanted to be your little girl

i wanted to be shy

i wanted to be dumb

i wanted to be blind

i wanted to be young

as a child

i wanted to feel myself

worthwhile

you shot like star dust through me

and i wanted you to be

all that i would ever need

and my trial is leaving now while i