Was It All Just In My Head

                                  I left home for southern California

A perfect day a perfect alibi

But in my heart of hearts 

I knew it meant nothing

Without you beside me 

You're my arrow home



Some nights I'd lay awake

Saw your tears going crazy

Wild horses running like the wind

There were baby's with your eyes

You held them in the arms of mercy

They were miracles to me



But the river runs so fast

You're never in the same place twice

Are you still here inside my bed 

Or was it all just in my head



I used to try 

My best to make love stronger

To love you more then I loved myself

But that was just my way 

To hide all the wreckage

Ever time I drove my heart 

Right over the edge



But the river runs so fast

You're never in the same place twice

Are you still here inside my bed 

Or was it all just in my head



Crashed out in Deloraine

NY city's  blue with rain

You got my heart 

Shining like cellophane



Still those years they went like lightning

Some were thieves and some were dancing

Wrapped in over coats of heart ache



But the river runs so fast

You're never in the same place twice

Are you still here inside my bed 

Or was it all just in my head