Wide Awake

                                  I'm breaking promises and breaking you apart

While this constant battle rages in my mind.

Over which path to take

How much of this is fate

And how much is just a waste of time



Because I don't know just what I need

Stuck somewhere in the in-between

3 in the morning and I wish that I could sleep.

But I'm wide awake.



Medicine bottle's laying empty on the floor

But I still can't make these headaches go away

More of a bastard than I've ever been before

I'd be better off just bashing in my brains.



All this feels like it's some other life

Doesn't it seem way too dark tonight



Because I don't know just what I need

Stuck somewhere in the in-between

3 in the morning and I'm writing this all down

And I hope it makes it easier somehow.