Host

Hear your soothing comfort loud
One knows it's not too quiet
All consuming circumstance
Can lead to our dysfunction
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss
Say you'll pay the consequence
And though we all can't see it
Time will challenge your defence
Alive but you can't feel it
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss
I see no life behind your weary eyes
I see the looks you struggle to disguise
I've seen all vital signs begin to slip
Oh it's much too late for you to aim, you only miss

See the hands that wave their last goodbye
Talk with friends of god sometimes
You'll see its not that simple any more somehow
Don't say its not that simple any more somehow
Save your weak demands for one who cares
No more can i fake this
You'll see its not that simple anymore somehow
Don't say its not that simple anymore somehow
Fear demands its say, it's where i've failed, its sad to say
Faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game
See the hands that wave their last goodbye
Talk with friends of god sometimes
You'll see its not that simple any more somehow
Don't say its not that simple any more somehow
Fear demands its say, it's where i've failed, its sad to say
Faith will find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game
Fear demands its say, it's where i've failed, its sad to say
Faith could find a way, accept the shames, a loosing game

Living life today
When tomorrow brings this trail of desperate thoughts
Living so afraid
When tomorrow brings this trail of simple thoughts
Give in for one day
Face the absolute that things won't go your way
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before
Living for today
When tomorrow brings this trail of damaged thoughts
Living for today
Until the afternoon reactions take their course
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before
Anger so deep and anger so alive
Anger so deep and anger so alive
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before
I cannot overstate the problems you have caused
When they all seem to be much deeper than before

What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
All of my life is changing
You're the enemy, you're the enemy, i fear
All of my life is changing, always some rearranging
So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy
My identity, my identity, is not real
All of my life is changing
All of my lies you're facing
So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy
What this seems to be, what this seems to be, is real
All of my life seems wasted, all of my life seems wasted
So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy
So much is lost, so much disharmony
So much is lost, no voice of sympathy

ordinary days

Breathing life, as true as honest work
Breathing life, a truth for all its worth
You want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to roll inside that shell you call a mind
Breathing life, as frail as insincere
Breathing life, too cold to shed a tear
You want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that i'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sits inside of me
I want to breathe the air, like i was meant to on ordinary days
You want to seem to be as fragile as can be
I want to see the things that i'm supposed to see
I want to know the fear that sits inside of me
I want to breathe the air, like i was meant to on ordinary days

For the end, the time i'm feeling host
And i'm turning it around for you
Lord i feel i tried much more than most
And i've done the things i wanted to
It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances
Again..
For that very sign to leave this world
And i'm turning it around for you
On the edge of life it seems so low
And you've done the things you wanted to....
It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
And the more that i believe in the less that i'm receiving
Instead..
It's that useless contribution that leads to a solution for me
You don't need to search for answers or hide behind romances
Again..
It's that finer concentration of total liberation for me
And the more that i believe in the less that i'm receiving
Instead..

Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change
But their all washed away with laughter
As we wait to perish, turn to ashes
Things we've all gone through....
Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone annihilate all words of praise
When it all seems to spell disaster...
Words of wisdom have no meaning
In all honesty
Its just fiction, your religion
No apology
There's no concealing the things that i do
There's no concealing the things that i choose
Sit alone and celebrate good times of change
Sit alone anticipate great times of change
But their all washed away with laughter
Words of wisdom have no meaning
In all honesty
Your religions contradiction
But you cannot see
Words of wisdom add frustration
To our agony
Constant knowing, always showing
Endless sympathy