Old Friends From Young Years

I forgot what i am
Seethe and burn
Tournaquette
Vomitnursespank shitpiss
Fisher price knows kids
Blood
Fists
Scars
Xxx-ray test is a fucking mess
You lied to me
I'm no alien

Slowly
Breaking down feeling weak
Thinkin about the higher ground that i wish to
Seek
For safeness
For realness
I'll break it down simple for my people to hear this
Cause my shit is for realness
For my people to hear this
Six years of age when i first got my rage
Father broke out
Then i turned a new page of my life
Changed
Then it was crazy
Thanx to my mom cause she stuck by to raise me
Since i was a baby
She stuck by to raise me
There is no sound
Coming up from the ground
No way
Not this time
Buried deep inside
There is no evidence
Feelings that i hide
Sometimes are too intense
Silent
In the dark i think i'm nutty
Vicious swords of emotion slash
And leave me bloody
I said you fucking die

I lie so you lie
But i think we've lied too many times
Hit the ceiling of our sky
Why bother my other and call for another
Opposite side
I will freak out and come back
Not gone far enough
I know that i and you will
Sit as a picture
Gerber bottle is fixture
To the fit he was living
Was blown
Captain of motherland
Laughed on by brother's hand
Gotta make that hook-up to come through
You didn't know you got lied to
Hit the ceiling of the sky
You thought you could fly
But your wings are made of wax
I cannot see you
You cannot see me
Cause you're high
You're too good of a person

Yo yo yo i feel right here
Slowly i'm breaking down
Feeling weak
I'm thinking about the
Higher ground i wish
To seek for the safeness
For the realness
Aw break it down
Simple for my people to hear this
For my people
Silent in the dark
I think i'm nutty
With your swords of emotions
Slashing and leave me bloody
Now i'm trippin
My problems turn to battles
I'm up shit creek
And guess what with out a paddle
6 years of age
Is when i first got my rage
My father broke out
And then i turned a new page of my life
The change but then i was crazy
And thanks to my mom
Cuz she has stuck by
To raise me
I was fighting all the time
But with god help
Releasing all my tension
Through my knockin my hand
I'm coming out
I'm a freaked out cat
Coming out stony
And wet
Gonna be picking it up
For the boys who got slack in a band
Papa roach four fingers
Of a hand
Retarded
Shut up n die
Shut up n die
I said you fucking die

This time i came to get mine
I saw this cat running with his hand on his 9mm
He's got a small peter
Got 2 kids and a wife plus he beats her
Nod ya head as if my shit was the dog catcher
P-roach comin through sick
I'm gonna have to betcha my last dollar that you
Come on back
You getting weak in the knees while you
Smokin the cess
Oh yes
Word to god
I know his son is the best
He helps me out when i'm down or when i'm
Crazy ill stressed
I confess
I'm not as good as the rest
But i get down for my crown and i don't
Crack under stress
But i'll be careful though cause the girl is
Memorizing
She takes off her clothes
And her body is mad surprising
Slangin
Bangin
Her two breasts was firm and not hangin
Listen to this rhyme that i'm slangin
Hooked up with this girl
Her name is kelly
For really
The hip hop body and a piercing through her
Belly
I knew she was mine when i saw her
Working on the line
Servin pasta & salad and she's still lookin fine
But enough of that though
I give a shot out to happy
He's partying down and getting props in this
Rap
See cause i'm the type of cracker that'll get
Straight down to beat that you hear
It's the pee-roach sound
Abused with forks
Knives
Cut with razor blades
That shit is absurd
His temper's flaring
Now he's twice as mean
Now i am talking about this fool
Beats his wife thinks he's cool
She cries so hard
She's trembling
This time he beats her and he's twice as mean
Silence in her rage
She should recognize next time he is gone she
Should pack her bags and leave