Pokinatcha

Light my path show me
The way filter everything
I say try to forgive try
To forget why do i do what
I regret? my flesh nature
Won't abide its ripping
Me apart inside jesus
Pulls me back together
My soul will be with him
Forever can't get away
From bitterness can't
Seem to lose my
Selfishness my faith in father
God cause i am
Weak and he is strong!

There's barriers in my
Mind that i think about
All the time and i know
There's no way past them
I can never get away
From the things that
People say well i guess
That's just part of it all
My one way window
Where i can't hide my
One way window where i
Can't see the other side

I am myself and no
One else because my eyes
See so much negativity
Pressuring me every day
Thy judge me as
Something i'm not
There's so many lies in
This world today fears
And doubts run thru my
Mind i've gone thru this
A million times i read his
Word look to his face
But i could never earn
His grace it's not right to
Sit at home we're the
Church of today not
Church of tomorrow

Right now there's
Nothing left for me to
Say now you want me to
Go away heard it one to
Many times now it's
Swimming in your mind
You don't know how you
Should feel can't decide
If what's real is real how
Does the faith come so
Easily why believe in
What you can't see?
I feel so bad have i done
All i can? want to give
You more don't know
What i can have you ears
To hear what is said to you
Have you eyes to see
The light that's shining on
You

Intimidation has put me thru what i need to
Stand up to you don't protest i've made up
My mind i've got to leave it all behind i
Believed so many times your deceit too
Many lies my hope for you in decadence
Can't replace what's torn apart it took me
Such a long time to realize i was an instutution
For you go where you want to go know who
You want to know now i know that i was
Lied to sometimes i see your lighter side
The part of you try to hide it's true you
Still don't seem to care never a word only
A stare no one has ever known you you
Don't even know yourself your best friend's
Your enemy too what else can i say to you
It took me such a long time to realize i was
An instutution for you go where you want
To go know who you want to know now i know
That i was lied to

Every now and then i get
Time alone so my
Solitude gives me time to
Roam through my ideals i
Excogitate how i see the
World and how it sees me
Sentence me all alone i
Won't be on my own
Take me as i am in
Support of a populist
Implicate yoursef those
Who are impious i'm
Disassociated for more
Than just one reason
Don't discount my
Feelings for the truth

Walking bye

I ask myself the question
What is wrong with me
Can't figure what it is or
Why it's never me they
Want when will my turn
Come about and when
Will justice see me why
All these stupid questions
They never help me you
Never notice me you
Never seem to see when
I'm walking by you never
Ever say hi i don't know
Nobody that i don't want
To know but i'd sure like
To know you and i'd like
To show you how the
Way i am and things that
Matter much to me how
I say i am i usually how
Those things don't seem

Choose a direction which
Way you gonna go? you
Chose rejection because
You didn't know what he
Can do for you what he
Has done for me
The purpose we've been
Waiting for the purpose
That we want to see why
Won't you see the signs
There's a dead end
Between the lines it
Looks impressive now
Just wait cause you will
See all those things let
You down including you
And me there's more
Than meets the eye so
Much more to know
Learn to think more
Clearly and i know that
You'll start to grow

I can't get to sleep at
Night just thinking about
The day that you'll be
Here everything's gonna
Be alright when i'm
Thinking about holding
You near will you look
Away from me? please
Don't look away from me
I'm gonna sit and
Consider flowers i'm
Gonna sit and think for
Hours
Right now the box i'm in
Well it's a good box i
Hope you'll open it the
Way i see it in my mind is
You are here and there
You're gonna sit will you
Look away from me?
Please don't look away
From me
What it comes down to is
This with my
Expectations did i miss
The way you felt for me
Or did you ever want for
This to be?

I need the kind of girl that knows a girl that
Likes to wear my clothes somone who always
Buys me coke someone who laughs at all my
Jokes that's the girl that i want to see fall in love
With me that's the girl that i long to know oh
How i love her so i'm looking for a girl who
Writes me songs and talks to jesus all day long
And the way she does her hair no one else
Can compare i'll probably meet her at a show
When i look at her i'll know that she's the
Perfect one for me and with her i will always
Be the one for me

Why can't things be the
Way the used to be?
Why can't i feel the way; i
Used to feel? back in the
Days when it all worked
Out was it all in my
Mind? and now it won't
Come out when i don't
Think i'll get by when i
Fell that i need to cry it
Hurts me even more to
Think how it was before
No you first is how it
Always went the simple
Things made us content
We don't need nothin'`
Except and the one true
God that keeps us
Together i hate time!
Cause time brings
Change! and change
Makes me start all over
Again i guess i can work
With time but does time work out