The Trouble With Being Myself

All hail the higher, I'm higher every day and there is a will
There is a skill a powder a pill to make me stay that way.

Happiness for a day or 2, that's my limit I'm a junkie how
'bout you? Someday I'm gonna blow and when I do, happiness
for a day or 2.

Down here for worship I'm higher every day and how much I
Pray how much I pray that I don't stay that way.

Happiness for a day or 2, that's my limit I'm a junkie how
'bout you? Someday I'm gonna blow and when I do, happiness
for a day or 2.

I was well on my way, yes I was well on my way to the
Sun - to fun.

Happiness for a day or 2, that's my limit I'm a junkie how
'bout you? Someday I'm gonna blow and when I do, I had
the happiness.

I want to know...

Happiness for a day or 2, that's my limit I'm a junkie how
'bout you? Someday I'm gonna blow and when I do, I had the
happiness just like you

Sure do like the way it's going down with you we could be
Together for years, and I'm ready to make that move cross
That line with we could put some joy in each other's tears.
l.o.v.e. don't sum it up for me it's much m.o.r.e. than any
world could mean.

Baby aaaaah 'cause it's going down - make me sing lala when
You come around - make me say ooooh weee when u look at
Me - baby aaaaaah 'cause it's going down and I'm speechless.

Practicing all day what to say to you, but it never seems to
Come out right, just to know the feeling is so perfect for me and
You and I want to feel it for the rest of my life. l.o.v.e.
Don't sum it up for me it's much m.o.r.e. than any word
Coul d mean.

Baby aaaaah 'cause it's going down - make me sing lala when
You come around - make me say ooooh weee when u look at
Me - baby aaaaaah 'cause it's going down and I'm speechless.

O it's fur sure, there is love then there is something more.
I'm hoping the music can express what I feel when you caress -
Do you hear it when I scream your name when we're laying?

Sure do like the way it's going down with you we could be
Together for years

Don't hear nothing but bad news lately, and all my family has
Gone crazy but I guess it don't matter since the work is gonna
End. Gonna make a change at least I'll try to - will they notice
When I do? And if I don't make it will you still be my friend?
So baby tell me when I'll see you again - it'll all be better.

All of my troubles they go away when you're on top of me loving
Me down, making sounds and it's so good I am screaming.

Make you wanna throw your hands and holler, crying cause I
Miss my father - when will we get out the mess we're in? all I
Want to do is reach the sky - don't want to have to die to do that
Where on earth is my heaven? So baby tell me when I'll see you
Again - it'll all be better.

All of my troubles they go away when you're on top of me loving
Me down, making sounds and it's so good I am screaming.

In each other's arms we're safe.
Why don't we just stay that Way? - making love and loving all the time.

All of my troubles they go away when you're on top of me loving
Me down, making sounds and it's so good I am screaming

She may be pretty got more money than me but she don't write
Songs about you. She's always cooking and studying books and
But she don't write songs about you.

There's a place that's good for me got money skies and fruity
Trees and trust me love is on the way. Baby baby satisfaction
Fills the air and holds me close like teddy bears and it's a
Sunshiny day even when it's cold and dark outside, inside the
Sexy people screaming that they love me cause I'm macy gray.
Crazy crazy, when the party ends and all the angels are
My friends they see me they say: hey hey

She may be pretty got more money than me but she don't write
Songs about you. She's always cooking and studying books and
But she don't write songs about you.

In this place the things I cherish last forever and whoever
Enters has a song to sing. They go: "lalalalalalalalalala,
Dooobeedooo." Even when it's cold and dark outside, inside
The sexy people screaming that they love me cause I'm macy
Gray. Crazy crazy, when the party never ends and all the
Angels are my friends they see me they say: hey hey.

She may be pretty got more money than me but she don't write
Songs about you. She may be smarter, her bosoms are larget
But she don't write songs about you. She'll give you good head
And she'll make up your bed, but she don't write songs about
You. You think she's for you, but she'll only bore you but she
Don't write songs about you.

My cherie amour, looking at the front door, sweet thang, hit
Me baby one more time - betcha think this song is about you,
Couldn't-a wrote it without you - it goes: la la la. It goes: la
La la. Crazy crazy. Jmj in the house.

She may be pretty got more money than me but she don't write
Songs about you. This song's about you baby - it's all
About you baby - she don't write songs about you she'll give
You good head and she'll make up the bed but she don't write
Songs about you. You'll think she's for you but she'll only bore
You cuz she don't write songs about you. She'll do your dishes
And feed all your fishes but she don't write songs about you.
She don't write about you. They go la la. La

Wrote me in a letter that she makes u feel better and all of the
Things u said to her but I feel what I feel, it's real.

She ain't right for you she don't know you like I do, no matter
What she do she ain't right for you, don't u want to be happy?
Baby u should stay with me 'cause she ain't right for you - she
Don't love you like I do.

Turn me around. Turn me upside down sporting the tears of a
Clown but I feel what I feel, it's real.

She ain't right for you she don't know you like I do, no matter
What she do she ain't right for you, don't u want to be happy?
Baby u should stay with me 'cause she ain't right for you - she
Don't love you like I do.

They will say that I spend all my days chasing a love that she
Took away but I feel what I feel.

You know baby I've been trying to tell you for a mighty long
Time now that u can keep looking u can keep searching all
Over the world. Trying to find a find a love like mine but the real
Thing is right here baby and no matter what she say no matter
What she do, she don't like u like I do.

She ain't right for you she don't know you like I do, no matter
What she do she ain't right for you, don't u want to be happy?
Baby u should stay with me 'cause she ain't right for you - she
Don't love you like I do.

They will say that I spend all my days chasing a love that she
Took away but I feel what I feel

When I was 10 I had a live in babysitter, she had a pet
Kangaroo wore big breasts and feathers. She gave me ice
Cream every time I screamed and hollered and I loved her till I
Caught her sexing my father.

She gonna hurt you daddy never again, she wasn't a friend, so
I killed her. She gonna hurt you daddy never again she wasn't
A friend, so I killed her.

When I was 13 the plumber stopped by, the house was flooding
And no one knew why. Within no time at all he got
Rid of the water and I was grateful till I caught him plunging
My mother.

He gonna hurt you momma never again, he wasn't a friend, so
I killed him. He gonna hurt you momma never again he wasn't
A friend so I killed him, she gonna hurt your daddy never again,
She wasn't a friend, so I killed her. She gonna hurt you daddy
Never again she wasn't a friend, so I killed her.

And I don't feel bad about it. Say what? And I don't feel bad
About it. These are my fondest childhood memories. I was just
A kid, so they let me go despite the murders that I did - all
Grown up now as u can see, my parents are still happily
Married thanks to me.

These are my fondest childhood memories