Excerpts from a Love Circus

Coffee in the morning
And wine in the evening
And everything else is boring, boring

You are a nothing
But all I can think of is you
The sun could be shining,
But all i can see is a black and blue

Bruises, bruises, bruises, bruises

At the moment,
I talked all my way out of that
But heavy with feeling,
I know that I weigh extra fat
Was trying to be sleeping
And these always thoughts came to me
Was something that took to get me out bed, misery

Make your ??flitter/glitter??, all right
Make it bitter, all right
Make it better,
Make me better

So shook-ed with feeling
I drift back to it easily
How did you do it
Make more out of nothing of me

Bruises, bruises, bruises, bruises

And when you start counting
There's too much to count
And it's all right ??petition/by Tisha??
And what did we do by the way?

I know it's a warning
But all i can think of is coffee in the morning
Wine in the evening
And everything else is a black or boring bruise, bruise

Make it better, all right
Make it better, all right
Make me better
Make me better, all right

You're not my yoko ono
You said those words to me
You say some hurtful things now
None cut so deeply

Those visions of beauty
Those visions haunt me
Illusions of hope
And they drive me crazy

You're not my yoko ono
You said those words to me
You have too many problems
Always in therapy

Lovesick

You are a constant patient
You stop me being mean
Give me some inspiration
Is that why you hit me

Lovesick
Lovesick

Those visions of beauty
Those visions haunt me
But i like them
I'll keep them
I'll just go crazy

You're not my yoko ono
You said those words to me
You say some hurtful things now
None cut so deeply

Lovesick
Lovesick
Lovesick

He's happy cause i didn't say
What I think anyway
I can't tell him what I think
He's happy 'cause I said you look gorgeous
I wanted to say you suck
Everything, you suck
Everything

He's happy cause he knows he got away with it
He knows my love runs deeper than my feelings
I can't say, I can't tell him what I think
So pretend what I say

Still protecting the boy from the truth
Mr. control you lose, you lose
Why does he call me, I'm so nice on the phone
In a bad fucking way
I suck, dignity, I suck
He's happy in a nice fucking way
He's happy, he sucks
I'm quiet, I suck

He's happy in a nice fucking way
I'm quiet I suck
She's happy in a bad sort of way
They're happy, they suck

So happy, we suck

You can carry me home now
You can carry me home
I'm drunk and you're tired
We haven't talked for a while

You can carry a lie
'Till it makes you fall down
You can't help me
Be quiet
I couldn't touch you right now

You couldn't care if i died
But I haven't finished quite yet
Couldn't you give me a moment
Let me catch my breath

Lies, liar, lies, liar, lies, liar

You can carry me home now
You can carry me home
I'm drunk and it's christmas
We haven't talked for a while
You can carry me home now
Would you just carry me home

Shaky shaky hands
Shaky shaky legs
Shaky shaky stomach
When I am with you
Shaky shaky thoughts
Each and every one
When I am with you
Run tubby, run to

Tubby tubby butt
Tubby tubby face
Tubby tubby stomach
When I am with you
Icky icky breath
Each and every kiss
When I am with you
Where does it ??go into??

You're a snot
And I adore you
I love a snot, hey

Rotten rotten luck
Rotting rotting rotting
What am I to do
When I am with you
Run tubby run,
Run tubby run,
Run tubby run
Run tubby run

You're a snot
And I adore you
I love a snot

You're a snot
And I adore you
I love a snot, hey, hey

What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret, yeah
She says you are ugly i am pretty
Your man wishes you looked like me

What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret, yeah
Looking at you has me more blue
Than i was before i got you
Just what i need today shoved in
My face hoping i change someday

Pretty lonely, ugly woman
Getting mail from you
Pretty lucky are you real or am i simply ugly ugly
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret, yeah
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret
What is victoria's secret

He says you are ugly i am pretty
Your man wishes you looked like me

So what if your heroes changed their minds
And all you thought was right flew out the window
And all you based your life on wasn't real

So what if your hero sells its soul
And all your wildest dreams seem dull and dreary
And all your secret thoughts seem cheap and lonesome

What you going to do so all alone now

Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing

So what if your hero fades away
And all the things you thought were orange were gray now
Who is it who brings you some new colors

So what if your hero never was
What you going to do
So all alone there

Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing

It's partly sunny, it's partly rain, mostly curious
Or full of pain
You could learn to love yourself
Singing to the birds

And what if your hero never was
And all the time you wasted wasn't real
And all your wounds decided just to heal
And all your wildest dreams were full of color
And all your secret thoughts belonged to you
What you going to do so all alone here

Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing to the birds
Singing

It's partly sunny, partly rain, mostly curious or full of pain
You got to learn to count on someone
'Cause it's mostly pain
And it's kind of curious when it rains and
You could learn to love yourself
You could learn to love yourself
You could even learn to be yourself
Singing to the birds