Issues (explicit)

this shit right here is for you

All your faces i can see
You all think it's about me

Everyone is looking at me
I can't get out of bed, there is evil in my head
Everyone just let me be
Because when i hit the stage, it is gone and i am free

Lately things won't go my way
Lately everything is grey
It feels like something
It feels like nothing

keep knocking
No ones there
Pouring down
Near people

My head
By myself
All alone

ready to blow my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

Keep hoping
Nothing to spare
So my life
Isn't quite there
Feel like a whore
A dirty whore
Such a whore
Dirty

My head
By myself
All alone


ready to blow my head off
I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again, just wanna laugh again

I'll die again
I'll die again
I'll wilt again
Into you
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck
You dirty little fuck
Dirty little fuck

You dirty little fuck
I will take it

I hurt so bad inside
I wish you could see the world through my eyes
It stays the same
I just wanna laugh again

I just wanna laugh again(x4)

I can't stand to let you win
I'm just watching you
And i don't know what to do
Feeling like a fool inside
Feeling all the love you hide
Thought you were my friend
Seems it never ends

I am watching the rise
and fall of my salvation
There's so much shit around me
Such a lack of compassion

I thought it would be fun and games
(it would be fun and games)
Instead it's all the same
(it's all the same)
I want something to do
Need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as i'm feeling
The flesh make me bad

All i do is look for you
And when i fix you need it too

Just to get some sort of attention, attention

What does it mean to you
(what does it mean to you)
For me, it's something i just do
(i just do)
I want something
I need to feel the sickness in you

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as i'm feeling
The flesh make me bad X2

I feel the reason, as it's leaving me
No, not again
It's quite deceiving, as i'm feeling
The flesh make me bad
(does it make me bad?)

(does it make me bad)x3

When it's crying
Take me on second place
Which i don't often find
I see a family walking
Always thinking of
Being somewhere else in time
So i fall face down in a rut
I can't seem to get out of
Please wake me
Please give me some of it back
The feelings that i had

falling away from me


Hey, i'm feeling tired
My time, is gone today
You firt with suicide
Sometimes, that's ok
Do what others say
I'm here, standing hollow
Falling away from me
Falling away from me