Soundtrack to your Escape

Ill always belong to the shadow
Don't show me new results
I'll never enter your heaven
make the most out of my diry cell
creeps infested by control
That's what put me in here
dig deep don't think you ever get
To the place where they buried me
The last glimpse that I hate
Fragments, pieces of some things valuable
Even though it doesn't make sense anymore
I release my last tear

My frustration
My conversation
Why are we even here? the abuse
That we use
I do not longer care

The cold worms and me
We are all right
We are free
The dead light inside
Fuel to new seed
New world I hide

When there are only my bones
Please put them in use
Want to be part of a new dawn
The day darkness disappears
Don't release these chains
never been closer to myself
All your mistakes run though
As I realize we become
The end is here to bid farewell
I'll turn to ash and hear them sing
Songs about my emotions dead and alone
Don't make an effort
You don't know me anyway

I'm the past
Future
I've been chosen
You think it's over
But I'm ready to go

I am what you fear
I've been chosen
The world as you know it just died
It's the end of all time

I am a surprise
Even to myself I'm a genius
Superhero of the computer rage
In plastic I'll bury

I am what you fear
I've been chosen
The world as you know it just died
It's the end of all time

everything you say is denied
I'll be the devil on this ride

Dark clouds in your heaven
Your end has only begun
You can scream but the re's no rescue
I promise I'll make sure you die in time

I am the maggot
in your infected life
No matter how hard you try
I'll leave without a scar

i am a legend
In your infotainment life
It's whan I say "It's over"
It's you who's been chosen

I really don't have anything to say
Just pass me by
Don't ask me the same questions
Just pass me by

Like the time around me
This room is filled with nothing
Feel awkward in a place with many
Leave this space to me

I channel the pain through this
The paper, the pen, your eyes
To stare into what's next
It frightens me
No control, no reward
I'm in circles again

Still and breathless
I don't care what's behind
to you I look for energy
to catch my breath again

The world looks old to me
Tonight I drink myself sober
Soon this could be over
take a picture of the pale

New morning knocking
Feels just like always
Pen down my regrets
I reach to you again

As they all felt the fire
They turned me into an outside
I never heard from them
again so ironic
when you called for a favor today

It's always wasy to judge
But takes a lot to be specific
Causeas you preach you're opening the door
to your egos past

There was a day
when I could forget
I could forget
But those days are gone
I see them fade

Faith runs in every new day

I learned to mute the anger
I never thought I would be there again
A moment, a dead end
I lost myself in here
I ran as I saw the end
Should I've joined the fight instead?
Hope you're listening
Cause now times have changed

I take a look around
Say this moment's mine
Flee all the weak minds
Feel my missed hidden rage

We were one in words
You finished my sentence
The answer to my puzzle
I can never attract tomorrow
It pushes me inside

I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floating
Fat from depths where secrets lie
maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet

I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone

First time I felt
Life somewhat hurts
need an option and some hope

Yell at me I want to
be your light that shines
But my ground's shaking
and I might fall
I wish that I could say...
I wish that i could be your evil in a closet

It hurts to think
can't get the sums together
Would you draw my bitterness
Make the pictures fade

Could it be that I see
What's beneath when we fall
The truth in ever
I'm scared that I'll be

The sentence is light
But my eyes see a different world
And all I do is turn into flames

Will time open my fault
New solutions, I'm begging
Break the fuse that holds me back

The I is lost in me
But I'm ready to give you
The "m", it might even be the "e"
As I begin to search for I

Distract, push me in another direction
This wall that I stare into
It's getting old
Give me faith to reach for the new
Pull me apart and do me all over
I'll need a re-make
To make up for my mistakes

What if I stop to care?
What if let you fall?