First Session

Baby going down, can't look you in the eye
Where you gonna go with no place to die
My water breaks like turpentine
I survive in your sacrifice

Now you get watch
You get to watch
Now you get to watch me die

Bless my body and bless my soul
Wrap it in turpentine

It's a stare down - whatever for
I like it cold and raw
Who really knows where the ruby lies
I see all the sick reflections in your ruby eyes

And i know all you devils by your christian names
And i know all you bitches by your christian names

Now i get to watch
Now i get to watch
Now i get to watch you die

Bless my body and bless my soul
Wrap it in turpentine
..?...

Put your head up over your legs
Count backwards from infinity
Oh oh woah

Eat the rose and the dirt it grows in
I dont even know what hole that's supposed to go in
Now you're man and you snuff at me
It stinks up now in the junkie tree

Now you get to watch
You get to watch
You get to watch me die

Bless my body and bless my soul
Wrap it in turpentine
Back and it feels like ?

Put your legs up over your head
I walk in to your suicide
Hold down suicide

I cease to exist on the christmas list
I cease to exist in the old disease

I lie right down baby give it to me
I lie right down
Nowhere to walk backwards forwards
Nowhere to walk backwards forwards
Nowhere to walk...

Dear diary,
I was standing in a bus stop today and they must have known i wanted to?be a model,
So i'm gonna call them tomorrow. won't be long before i'm in all the big rock videos. the
Most incredible thing happened to me in?odella last weekend; that's why i'm writing.
You see, i met this guy. . .

Hey, wow
Wow, what's going on up there?
Did you have dinner yet?
Who wants dinner when you can get a goddamn good dick up your ass?
(laughs)
Oh i need you girl
Huh?
I need you girl
You need me, boy?
Yeah....yeah i need you too
Huh?
I need you too, baby

Dear diary, i can't write a lot; johnnie's in the bathroom. i met him in shasta tonight and he's just
Incredible. he's got this long, straight, black hair and he wears all this silver jewelry, velvet
I love your big muscles
It's a lickable pussy
Hi baby, how you doin?
Well all y'all want some pussy?
Well, all y'all grab on the soul train line and get it
...guitarist for the black band babies and we went in a doghouse...