Return Of Saturn

I kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend

I kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope i hold a special place with the rest of them
And you know it makes me sick to be on that list
But i should have thought of that before we kissed

You say you're gonna burn before you mellow
I will be the one to burn you
Why'd you have to go and pick me?
When you that we were different, completely

I kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend
I hope i hold a special place with the rest of them
I kinda always knew i'd end up your ex-girlfriend

I'm another ex-girlfriend on your list
But i should have thought of that before we kissed

Your wildness scares me
So does your freedom
You say you can't stand the restrictions
I find myself trying to change you
If you were meant to be my lover i wouldn't have to

And i feel so mean, i feel in between

Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
And i can't believe i've had this chance now
Don't let it go away

New, you're so new
You, you're new
And i never had this taste in the past
New, you're so new

My normal hesitation is gone
And i really gravitate to your will
Are you here to fetch me out?
'cause i never had this taste in my mouth

Oh you're not old
And you're not familiar
Recently discovered
And i'm learning about you

New, you're so new
You, you're new

And you're consuming me violently
And you're reverence shamelessly tempting me
Who sent this maniac
'cause i never had this taste in my past

Oh you're different
You're different from the former
Like a fresh battery
I'm energized by you

Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
And i can't believe i've had this chance now
Don't let it go away

Why am i so curious
This territory's dangerous
I'll probably end up at the start
I'll be back in line with my broken heart
New, you're so new
You, you're new
And i never had this taste in the past

Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
Don't let it go away
This feeling has got to stay
And i can't believe i've had this chance now
Don't let it go away

And i can't believe it
Can't believe it
Can't believe it
Can't believe it
Don't let it go away, this feeling has got to stay
Don't let it go away

You and your museum of lovers
The precious collection you've housed in your covers
My simpleness threatened by my own admission

And the bags are much to heavey
In my insecure condition
My pregnant mind is fat full with envy again

But i still love to wash in your old bathwather
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I can't help it...your my kind of man

Wanted and adored by attractive women
Bountiful selecton at your discretion
I know i'm diving into my own destruction.

So why do we choose the boys that are naughty?
I don't fit in so why do you want me?
I know i can't tame you... but i just keep trying

'cause i still love to wash in your old bathwather
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I'm on your list with all your other women
But i still love to wash in your old bathwater
You make me feel like you couln't love another
I can't help it...your my kind of man.

Why do the good girls always want the bad boys?

So i pacify problems with kisses and cuddles
Diligently doubtful through kinds of trouble
Then i find myself choking on all my contradictions

Cause i still love to wash in your old bathwather
Love to think that you couldn't love another
Share a toothbrush...your my kind of man
I still love to wash in your old bathwather
Make me feel like i couldn't love another
I can't help it...you're my kind of man.

No i can't help myself
I can't help myself
I still love to wash in your old bathwater.

My eyes are so rootless
They wander, i follow
I keep staring, i can't stop it
I know i shouldn't
But i can't stop it

Such a cute girl
I'm so jealous
I wish i looked exactly like her
What's it like to have that body?
I'm gawking while i wander

S-t-a-r-i-n-g
I can't stop staring
S-t-a-r-i-n-g
I can't stop staring

With my envy i steal glances
Resentful fault finder
This peek-a-boo's become a problem
Predisposed cat fighter

S-t-a-r-i-n-g
I can't stop staring
S-t-a-r-i-n-g
I can't stop staring

For a long time i was in love
Not only in love, i was obsessed
With a friendship that no one else could touch
It didn't work out, i'm covered in shells

And all i wanted was a simple thing
A simple kind of life
And all i needed was a simple man
So i could be a wife

I'm so ashamed, i've been so mean
I don't know how it got to this point
Ooh i always was the one with all the love
But you came along, i'm hunting you down

Like a sick domestic abuser lookin' for a fight
And all i wanted was the simple things a simple kind of life

Oh if we met tomorrow for the very first time
Would it start all over again?
Would i try to make you mine?

I always thought i'd be a mom
Sometimes i wish for a mistake
The longer that i wait the more selfish that i get
You seem like you'd be a good dad

Now all the simple things are simply too complicated for my life
How'd i get so faithful to my freedom? a selfish kind of life
When all i ever wanted was the simple things a simple kind of life

I just want to take you away from everyone
And keep you stashed under my pillow
And then i'd take you out simply for my own pleasure
And wear you when the occasion's special
Then i'd put you on like a diamond
So i can sparkle and be the envy of my friends
I'd probably hold the leash that i'd have you on
So you can't stray and follow me around all day

It's too late now
I don't think it can fade
It's too real now
Fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze

Compulsion has stained me
I'm nervously cradling our young love
Without known limits love
Like a butterfly cupped in my hands
I peek in to see beauty trapped
Confined it flutters
Then it leaves behind colorful dust
To remind me of the special times we spent
But of course it has to leave my clutch
But enough's never enough to make a dent

It's too late now
I don't think it can fade
It's too real now
Fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze

And in time it will end
And there really isn't hope for the two of us
But right now i give in...

It's too late now
I don't think it can fade
It's too real now
Fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze
Fulfillment just adds fuel to the
Fulfillment just adds fuel to the blaze.