Stigma

Oh mother
There's a hole in my side
And comfort is only a need of mine
And i get lonely
At any chance that i might get

Your arms can't hold what's going on inside
And you'll see just what you want me to be
And i'll be fine just as soon as i find

If the words i say
Throw and sway
I've seen myself mixed up
I've never had this much
Your heart always beats
You will always sleep
And you would never know

You say you've won a part of life
I say, you've been bitten by the cold
And you'll swing at any chance that you might get

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If the words i say
Throw and sway
I've seen myself mixed up
I've never had this much

The words i say
Seem maybe tame
I've seen my mixups
Never really come to much

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And maybe i should find a place to hide
And maybe i'll burn down the place i hide
And i get lonely at any chance that i might get
And i'll get lonely just as soon as i find
Some hope
Some truth
And never be bought again
And you would never know
And you need never know

(chorus)

(it's just a dream)

Your planes fly
I'll follow without asking why
Scared of bigger things
Thngs that pass me by

All my friends will follow
Happy always till tomorrow
For my weaknesses they mock me
Love me, cut me and rob me

Crazy head spins
I took it without asking where
I got it from
And at the time i didn't care

My whole head hollows
As my lost spirit follows
In the end i don't know how
But i got there

Crazy head spinning
Take more time thinking
Then falling from blue highs

And time is what i want (x 4)
And time is fatal
And time is what i...

Old men plods
I reason without asking why
I have no god
But i'm sure there's something in the sky
Here something listens
As every ?? glistens
In the end i don't know how
But i got there

Old men plodding
Take more time running
Then falling from dim eyes

And time is what i want (x 4)

(chorus)

(it's just a dream)

Old men plodding
Take more time running
Then falling from dim eyes

(your whole life, it's just a dream)

It's fatal, but time is what i want (x 4)

(it's just a dream)

(your whole life, it's just a dream)

Bring out your death thoughts
Let's start again
Building to break
Natural to hate
You're tired of your reason to be

Part of something when i know it when i'm high
Part of nothing when i know it when i crack

And i could be your god
I could be your love
And i could be your dog
And i could be more

And i could be your
Tinker tailor soldier sailor rich man poor man male or female
Look in detail for a sign
The crown of thorns is mine
Be my subject
My accessory to murder cuz i wanna get on further

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My life depends on profit
What i am and what i'm not
All i ever wanna be
Is only a shadow of how you see me

And if you didn't look
Being part of it requires dedication
It's what i need
It's inspiration
It's what i feed on
It's what i need when i bleed
Empty head empty head empty head

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I met her on a midnight flight
From mexico to san delight
I saw her on a top floor bar
That glows flourescent from afar

She's real to me

I have a place for my feelings
Beneath purple colored ceilings
And when i wanted to be free
I says to her to leave me be

She left alone

And she think that tomorrow holds
Things she remembered from the past
Everything she wants
She gets everything she needs
She smiles, she sighs, and she bleeds

I saw her on a railway station
As i pass a faded destination
I saw her smiling in a crowd
When we played some far off distant land

I felt so alone

And she thought you were taking risks
The chances you took would never last
Everything she wants
She gets everything she needs
She smiles, she sighs, and she bleeds

She's real to me

I saw her in an alleyway
Streetlights dim with frustration
She comes at night when i pray
And brings a moment of elation

I see her distant coming near
I almost want her to be here
But when she comes she disappears

I'd wait if i was patient

And you don't know what cages are
Cages don't always have bars
Everything she wants
She gets everything she needs
She smiles, she sighs, and she bleeds

She smiles, she sighs and she bleeds

(beautiful exists, simply for its own sake)

I'm breathing with a sinking earth
Gasping for breath feeling hurt
Showing my rage as i turn the pages
Reading the words and between the spaces
Could it be, could it only be
The love we've lost was all we got
Tell me the earth turns for the worst
I'll tell your words are blind and cursed

I'm waiting for the world to change
Turn around, change the way
We breed ignoration of beauty and creation
A non stop battle with life in the saddle
Could it be, could it only be
The things that have been left to bleed
Tell me now with all honesty
This precious world of yours is free

And if you see me staring
You know that i'm not here
I'm searching for reasons to overcome the fear

They're here, they're here, around me
He stands, he stands, beside me
Could it be could it only be

Competing with the loud demands
See the sights and hear the sounds
Of desperation of war and creation
The earth must cost and now we're faking
Could it be, could it only be
Chances slip through our fingertips
Tell me the earth turns for the worse
I'll tell your words are not the first

Repeat chorus