3rd Strike

I cannot find the words to explain how I feel
Drowned in tears, can't go on this way.
Is this real?
I am distressed, I run away before I do
Something I don't wanna do
Don't break my will

I will be alone
Broken till you're gone

I'm not scared
Of what the future will bring
I'm not scared
Won't miss out on anything
I'm not scared
I've got to keep moving
I'm not scared
Not this time

Why can't I just be above such things, I blame it on
Myself cuz this is all my fault or maybe not
It must be mine why else should everyone be mad at me
It's always my fault and never yours you little piece
Of shit

I will be alone
Broken till you're gone

I'm not scared
Of what the future will bring
I'm not scared
Won't miss out on anything
I'm not scraed
I've got to keep moving
I'm not scared
Not this time