20 Years: Ode & Tribute

Long time, no see, I'm doing fine,
Yeah, thank you
That's nice, you look great, don't wanna know
What I go through
Hard times, much pain, you will never know,
No one ever does
I stay cool, will act tough, I'll smile along
For you 'cause

Nothing's wrong....except for me falling apart
Nothing's wrong....it's tearing pieces of my heart
Nothing's wrong....except for me falling apart
Nothing's wrong....but I fell down right from the start

Let's laugh, let's drink, let's just pretend
That I feel good
But at night, it gets to me, hits me like
A piece of hardwood
It's wrong, I feel fucked, can't play the clown
No more, no
I quit, find help, I'm getting out of
My own freakshow

Nothing's wrong....except for me falling apart
Nothing's wrong....it's tearing pieces of my heart
Nothing's wrong....except for me falling apart
Nothing's wrong....but I fell down right from the start

Big boy is calling out for help
Big boy is calling out for help
Join my journey
Come on, take a ride
Walk with me through the valley of fear

Nothing's wrong, I'm doing fine
Nothing's wrong, nothing is....

This is a scapegoat revolution
This is a scapegoat revolution

Sixteen, I hated to be
Sixteen, low self-esteem and
Sixteen, I wanted to be
Eighteen, things went better
Eighteen, I will remember all my life

Sixteen, always picked on
Sixteen, insecure and
Sixteen, but tiny man turned
Eighteen, I learned to enjoy
Eighteen, I will remember all my life

This is a scapegoat revolution
This is a scapegoat revolution

Sixty, I hope I will turn
Sixty, gray not deaf but
Sixty, slowly walk to
Eighty, in good condition
Eighty, smiling back at my passed life

Sixty, one day I'll be
Sixty, bald and fat and
Sixty, easy going
Eighty, satisfied and
Eighty, smiling back at my passed life

Wie durft te dansen
Op de rand van 't ravijn?
Wat speelt zich af
In het donker van 't brein
Onheil sleurt je mee
Over alle grenzen heen
Een fataal verbond
Maar in chaos is iedereen alleen

Dan breekt de hel los!
De hel los
Dan breekt de hel los!
Breekt de hel los

Vriendschap door 't lot
Een pact met het kwaad
In geval van waanzin
Komt iedereen te laat
Hoor de schreeuw
In de duisternis
Wie vindt compassie
In de kracht van verdoemenis?

Dan breekt de hel los!
De hel los
Dan breekt de hel los!
Breekt de hel los

Dan breekt de hel los!
Wint pijn van 't verstand
Ontstaat de chaos
Dan breekt de hel los!
Ontstaat de chaos