Sabotage

I hide myself inside the shadows of shame
The silent symphonies were playing their game
My body echoed to the dreams of my soul
This god is something that i could not control

Where can i run to now?
The joke is on me
No sympathizing god is insanity, yeah
Why don't you just get out of my life, yeah?
Why don't you just get out of my life now?
Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now?
Why doesn't everybody leave me alone, yeah?

Obsessed with fantasy, possessed with my schemes
I mixed reality with pseudogod dreams
The ghost of violence was something i seen
I sold my soul to be the human obscene

How could it poison me?
The dream of my soul
How did my fantasies take complete control, yeah?
Why don't you just get out of my life, yeah?
Why don't you just get out of my life now?
Why doesn't everybody leave me alone now?
Why doesn't everybody leave me alone, yeah?

Well i feel something's taken me i don't know where
It's like a trip inside a separate mind
The ghost of tomorrow from my favorite dream
Is telling me to leave it all behind
Feel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrow
Got to get to happiness, want no more of sorrow

How i lied, went to hide
How i tried to get away from you now
Am i right if i fight?
That i might just get away from you now
Sting me!

Well i feel something's giving me the chance to return
It's giving me the chance of saving my soul
Beating the demigod, i'm fading away
I'm going backwards but i'm in control
Feel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrow
Getting back to sanity, providence of sorrow

Was it wise to disguise
How i tried to get away from you now
Is there a way that i could pay
Or is it true i have to stay with you now?

How i lied, went to hide
How i tried to get away from you now
Am i right if i fight?
That i might just get away from you now
Suck me!

I'm really digging schizophrenia the best of the earth
I've seized my soul in the fires of hell
Peace of mind eluded me, but now it's all mine
I simply try, but he wants me to fail
Feel it slipping away, slipping in tomorrow
Now i've found my happiness, providence of sorrow

No more lies, i got wise
I despise the way i worshipped you yeah
Now i'm free, can't you see
And now instead i won't be led by you now
Free!

I'm looking through a hole in the sky
I'm seeing nowhere through the eyes of a lie
I'm getting closer to the end of the line
I'm living easy where the sun doesn't shine

I'm living in a room without any view
I'm living free because the rent's never due
The synonyms of all the things that i've said
Are just the riddles that are built in my head

Hole in the sky, take me to heaven
Window in time, through it i fly

I've seen the stars disappear in the sun
The shooting's easy if you've got the right gun
And even though i'm sitting waiting for mars
I don't believe there's any future in cause

Hole in the sky, take me to heaven
Window in time, through it i fly
Yeah

I've watched the dogs of war enjoying their feast
I've seen the western world go down in the east
The food of love became the greed of our time
But now i'm living on the profits of pride