New World Disorder

Someday i hope to rise above material chains which hold me down
To turn my anger into love and keep my feet planted on the ground.
To undo stigmas societies branded, misconceptions about being a man.
To be grateful, take nothing for granted, to live the truth as best i can.

I seek the truth whatever that may be,
I seek the answers to questions, please god help me.

To look at people and see no color, vision clear of prejudice or spite,
To treat people just like my brother, for this i pray with all my might.
To learn to let go of all my fears and learn to embrace all of my tears,
To search for faith and humility, to walk the path which sets me free.

Salvation, from society, damnation, have mercy on me.

So many lies i told, so many lives i've sold.
So far away from who i am i never understand.
So many things i regret, so many things that i let
Take me away from myself, too late to take it back.

So many dreams i had, so many lives i've lived
So many friends i said goodbye forever
So amny times i wish, so many times i dream,
Do it again, i swear i'd never.

In my quest to uncover the truth the deepest wounds get left behind
As i seek serenity from the war, from the war inside my mind.

Unjustified, persecution of my free mind.
I'm horrified, the cruel nature of you and your kind
Crucified for just trying to be myself.
Suicide, i'd rather die than live in your hell.

I will not break, i will not bend,
I will not go quietly, i will never bow down to them.

I close my eyes, i can see more clearly,
You criticize the things i hold dearly
You victimize because you fear me
It's your demise, you should have let me be.

You won't break me down.

The harder i swim against the tide the more it pulls me down
Feel the pressure on my life, as i struggle and fight not to drown.
Why do you, why do you try to break me, you'll never break me down.
I'll never let you break me, you'll never break me down.

The more i try to live my life the harder you are on me
There is no wrong there is no right, what will it take for you to see?

It's easy to say we scream for change when everyday we act the same.
How can a troubled government make us scapegoats
When we don't go out and vote.
We're spewing, spouting, condemnation

That the world we live in is a racist nation
Since our opinions contradict our statements,
We show our prejudiced affliliations.

Decline of civilization
A crime against humanity,
In all our lies and our self pity
It's time to stop our apathy.

You say you're a victim in pain
But you always prey on someone to blame.
You want to end the suffering for the hungry and the poor
When they ask for help you slam the door.
You want housing for the public good
But not in your own neighbourhood.
Industrial pollution makes you sick,
But you ain't got time for politics.

You want the world to be a better place
For your children, your people, your friends or race,
But selfish reasons drive us all, it's all for none and none for all.
The truth means nothing in a world full of lies,
Hypocrisy is man's demise.

Camouflage you close your eyes, hiding in plain sight
Wrapped tightly in blankets of lies, live whatever life you synthesize
Disguise the truth about yourself, bury it six feet deep,
Bring to life your deceit and stealth, lock the door and throw away the key.

Hide behind your lies, i seek through your disguise
It leads to your demise, i see it in your eyes.

Disarray your life slips into, falling apart at the seams,
You can't understand what's going on, who you once were is forever gone.
On and on the tangled web you weave, running from your past
You listen to whatever you want to believe
Too late karma comes around to you so fast.

All you do is lie, cheit deceive
Everyone you hate, need, believe
All you do is lie.

Flippin around the truth, you're slipping;
Tighten the noose around your neck is ripping,
Anything you wish, take a pen and script in
Manufacture the truth all you do is lie...

I said i'd stand with you forever if you needed me
Help, arm in arm, hand over fist and carry you where necessary
Like a fool i thought we'd walk tall forever all as one
When the going got tough you stopped pushing and turned to run.

I tried so hard, so sad to watch you drown.

You turned and pointed fingers at the truest friend you ever had,
And i prayed to god you'd find relief from the things that you made your
Life sad.
We were down forever, together forever all as one,
But when the time came to step up and do it right, i saw you turn and run
I tried so hard, to help you hold it down
You never helped yourself, so sad to watch you drown.
I tried so hard, to help you save your life
You never helped yourself, shut the door and say good-bye.

You and me, eye to eye, hands tied together, live or die
Walk tall forever, all as one, never again, you turned to run.

All for none

Where to run to, where to hide, much to full to swalllow my pride
But i'm still haunted by something inside as if another part of me
Has died.

Paralyzed, i close my eyes, the pain inside surrounds me.
Petrified, life fades away, at the end of my rope i'm waiting.

Sometimes i feel like i'm all alone, empty inside, out of control.
My heart a void, my empty soul, until it's filled i'll never be whole.
How did things ever get so bad, sinking empty, full of despair
I find myself alone and scared, in a world where nobody cares.

A hopeless end, afraid deep inside
Relief from my pain, the end a suicide?
The tears i've cried have left me blind
I yearb to find peace, a presence of mind.

[sasha}

Hey, yo fuck it. i'm rollin in a 4-barrel camaro, toward the triburough, eyes
Narrow east river flow with marrow, along side the bridge zombies
Pushing bodies in wheel barrels, bitches sterile follow on crutches of
Rusted arrows try to breath through esophagus stuffed with sparrows,
The imperial, terrarembrium, the spherical, i turn the steering wheel
And pull into a 7-eleven, met up with billy, danny, rob and evan from the
Fucking bio, yo we down for survival with acid raindrenched skin infest-
Ed by termites, hermaphrodites on bikes swing spikes, think twice as i
Try to pacify the pariah beside the driver and shotgun kelly flips the
Visor, time to devise a plan to reverse the demise of man before he's met
By the lastset of the sun, armageddon, no question to answer, disaster
Results from behavior patterns. earth lay raped, escape to saturn in a
Capsule, thirteen days of travel. upon arrival plans unravel, imbalance
Of chemical pheremones, clones with no genitals surround us, we can't
Fuck them, no means of reproduction. i hear a scream and turn in that
Direction, 33-23-33, i see seven, coming toward us, to reward us...

Disorder, enter the millenium, time gets shorter
Disorder, behold a pale horse, new world disorder

[lord humongous]

Armageddon, a new death is dawnin', i like the smell of napalm in the
Morning, four riders of the apocalypse descend from the north, a fear in
My eye, i behold a pale horse. armageddon, no time to cry we all die as
The sky turns red, the missles start to fly. factionstake action, eleven
Families rule, millenium approaches, survival of the roaches. body
Armor will make you feel calmer or safe from the drama, deplow stealth
Military bombers, ass out, get down on your knees and pray; illuminati
Takes your soul on the eve of judgement day as the armies of darkness
Irradicate life and we all go to hell and satan fucks your wife. strife, ter-
Ror without a minute to pray, human beings at odds, peace becomes dis-
Aray, i'm humongous from mad max, lord of the wasteland with crazy ill
Troops all at my command, don't you ever fall victim to my master plan,
I'm the dealer of death and here's your motherfuckin' hand.

[d-lux]

I'm ready to take back whatever they sold ya cuz the scheme is a secret
So nobody ever told ya, an underground illuminated tribe of radicals
Ready to take forth and feast like cannibals, animals, huffing the fumes
Of rotting flesh exhumed from the corpses of presisdents, dissents and
Fools with a one way ticket from the temple of doom, dark sides of
Moons and ill atomic booms leave the earth all shakin and full of
Wounds from krakatoa east of java to camaroon, and coming soon to a
Theater near you, the end of everything that we once knew.

[billy]

The grand finale strap my body with tnt, take the president and his
Bitch with me tearing down the walls of this conspiracy, fuck skull and
Bones and illuminati. irradication of the land of the free but i'm the
Brave, ain't going out like a motherfuckin' slave, neobarbaric post-
Apocalyptic war, ground zero brooklyn, the world at war.

[sticky fingaz]

I woke up, bar codes on my forehead, it's a living nightmare, my families
All dead. i gotta call fred but no dail tone, i'm out for
Self cuz i'm gonna die alone, this is madness i'm drooling with the lock
Jaw, my elevator don't go to the top floor, i hold my breath cuz the o2
Killed, i'm suffocating, i can't pay my oxigen bill. there's no tomorrow, i
Wish a nigga murder me, the president declared a state of emergency.
The coast guard bangin' at my front door, i got homemade bombs if they
Want war. there's no sun, they put a fucking chip in me, i'm a clone, mat-
Ta fact it's a different me. i'm high tech kid, you get a bomb in the mail, so
If you die today then i'll see you in hell, i'll see you in hell, see you in hell.



[additional bass on "new world disorder" by christian olde wolbers
Additional percussion on "new world disorder" by igor cavalera]