Between The Never And The Now

Hey, I am sure to fall this time around
and I could look you in the eye but you never show your face
something sticky in your ears turned to logic
and what you reiterate is meaningless to me
Save yourself because you're dying slowly
say goodnight before you ever say goodbye
tore the buttons off your coat to keep the wind out
held a candle to the sun to drown the twilight
but when you bruise you never bleed, no you never cry out
strong, carry on, carry me home
serve your flesh circuts unkown
stitches sewn to leave me alone
cran your neck till I crawl
does it make you sick?
The smell of daddy's sweat
the taste of daddy's spit
Crawl, blood in, blood out

So I spilled out my guts to look past my regrets
And I sang to the heavens as I bled from my neck
I said thanks for your patience god
and all your wisdom and strength
I said thanks for the suffering as I sang for the dead
They lived for the living god you ignored every word
We'll all grow old and die as our pleas go unheard
So I walked through the valley and I tried to forget
How I loved every moment of the life that I left
We were all theated my brothers
We were all lied to my friends
No one can save us from god not even death
So cast off what is mortal and discard all your dreams
They all turn to shit in the end and you wake up in hell
Why fear the unknown the presents as painful
As being ignored

In fiscal flight from the ravenous cavernous orifice asphyxiated form
Washed in wolves blood sterile and pantomimed parting in
parts the trial of the worm
Sew the lid closed, cough and spit into your palm with charitable charm
Slap the bad man's wrist, insist disarm
Do the math, the path is a narrow one,
it led me down to a cold and shallow grave
On my tombstone I read the epitaph,
"Here lies a man who lived and died a slave"
Till the vexing that his hex annexing animates his glorious distresses
Serve the right foot raw, so flawed, undressed
Semi-conscious concentration, Christmas cards and suffocation
Ambulances beckon bodies, tires squealing, sirens wailing

Our days are numbered 666
and I'll begin the countdown by calling off the circus
somewhere in these cryptic scriptures
I'll find myself drifing in a sky full of scars ,whoah ,
Scars they cut into you
Blisters rose colored hue
mayday we're going down
These mascline memories are morose
Your kerosene company is comatose
Our days are numbered 321
And when you bit the bullet I held the smoking gun
Somewhere in these violent volumes
I'll find myself drifing in a sky full of scars ,whoah ,
Scars they cut into you
Blisters rose colored hue
And I would sick up half of my cold eye
to set you on your head
If I were you then I would memorize
this loose lipped lullaby insted of waiting
carving out your own
I'll find myself drifing in a sky full of scars
Scars they cut into you
Blisters rose colored hue
mayday we're going down

I'm turning a deaf ear to your bloody ministries
Save it for the afterlife, honey
'Cause everybody knows
the more we nurture our perversions,
the more human we become
Sing children, sing it to the sun
Struck down, I hate what you've become
Your comet catcher conned you baby
Straight you'll plummet to the earth
They finally caught the killer, they found his skin beneath her nails
Squeeze him hard enough and he'll confess
We swore a solemn oath to never disobey,
Then he took our wives and kids away

Reminiscent screams like womb dreams
From ridding yourself of your own existence
The pendulum sways like an empty noose
Still your thoughts compress and you weep and sigh inside
Adolescent naivete spawned my optimism
Whose head you were on your coat of arms
You're the champion of my bleeding heart.
When you're shrouded in baptismal brine
For the dawning of the great rebirth.
Don't forget your name when your numbers called
Or you may end up causing the end of us all.