Schizophrenia

At the time of my last pain
I scream, so l can run away
What I see in front of me
Is only the reflection of my insanity

Throwing me to the present
Alone almost in despair
My head throws itself against the
wall
Making my blood flow free of me
To be born again, it'll be a sad
destiny
To seek death when it's inside of
myself
I throw up trying to put it out
I try to sleep sitting on the cold
ground

Reminders from the past
Repulsion of the present
Fear of the future
Septic Schizo (X3)

Stained by blood on the face
I see that my life goes by in front of
me
As an old movie. I feel not proud of
anything
I've done
I scorn myself with anguish

My nerves are blowing
Inside of me my skin burns
I sink my toes on the ground
I wanna quit; but I don't wanna enter
another place

I'm marked and wounded, the
decaying of
my thoughts
The rotten smell on my skin
The cold body, thrown and forgotten
I can see things, but I'm blinded to
the world . . .

The pest in the eyes of death follows
us
Through the dirty streets of blood
It begins to eat inside us, decaying
our bones
How will we escape if the void
covers our lungs
We are buried in the spewed trash
for ourselves

Blood, pain-- nothing to say
Why then-- must we die?

Escape to the void
Escape to the void

I look at my face on the other side of
the mirror
My face falls down in pieces full of
worms
I burst my rotten heart with my own
hands
I'm dying and I can't help myself

Blood, pain-- nothing to say
Why then-- must we die

What have I been running from?
I'm not guilty
You've shown me the worst way
Cause you're my victim. . . the next
one

The pest in the eyes of death follows
us
Through the dirty streets of blood
It begins to eat inside us, decaying
our bones
How will we escape if the void
covers our lungs?
We are buried in the spewed trash
for ourselves

Blood, Pain-- nothing to say
Why then-- must we die?

Escape to the void
Escape to the void

The sky throws up storms trying to
avenge itself
You feel a pain that burns your flesh
Your reflection inside the mirror
Shows a past soiled by the blood of
innocents
The human greed will be their own
destruction
The apes in their cages surrounded
by thorns
That are forcing us to live here

I feel an urge to melt and go through
cracks
To vanish like a fossil that will be
found
Flying on the universe
Brains of armed lives hidden in pits
It's a fight of dwarves strengthening
the giants
They are sons of the same father,
fruit of the
same mother
All of them cry together in despair

But what's heard is only the buzz of
flies
Over the rotten flesh
There s no more safe ground to be
on
Everybody around you reflects an
image
Distorted and wounded
I can hear the cry of a million souls
That have been already marked by
their deaths
While the laughs of satisfaction
echo endlessly . . .

Insanity-- lacerating the last sanity
Endlessly-- still remains on minds
Lunacy-- masses smashed by a
holy shit
No regret-- From the past comes the
storms

The sky throws up storms trying to
avenge itself
You feel a pain that burns your flesh
Your reflection inside the mirror
Shows a past soiled by the blood of
innocents
The human greed will be their own
destruction
The apes in their cages surrounded
by thorns
That are forcing us to live here