The Indescribable Wow

Pulling the trigger
A shot would fire then he'd wake
To red lips above him smeared
With scorn and stale restraint
She covered him with pity
Like a snake about to strike
And then pronounced him hopeless
When he wouldn't do as she would like

He's so sorry he can't feel remorse
He tries to keep the helpless ship on course
The blameless sky pales as a storm comes
Taking it by force
He's so sorry

Flashes of justice
After all she'd done for him
For the first time she was quiet
As he touched her moon pale skin
They found him hours later
He was talking to the gun
Saying father please forgive her
She has killed her only son

What do i do when i want to
Be as close as i can get to you
I feel like a cruel girl saying both yes and no
I want you to want me
I need to trust you though

What do i do when i fall through
Fears so long and dark that i lose you
I feel like a lost girl
Letting my torn heart show
If you're so far away boy
How will you ever know

I feel like a small girl
Falling beneath your form
If i set you on fire - will you keep me warm?

I saw black and you saw red
Crawled to separate corners
The line went dead i closed my heart up tore your love
For me to shreds

Tangled wires / love can't breathe
Pulling tighter to my ruthless need
Don't look down i want you unconsolably

I can't stop crying

Stubborn distance closes in
With your assistance bitterly begin
To build a wall of silence cutting soul in two
Cloudy water in my eyes
I'm ashamed of words with secret knives
In dream i scream but you can't
Hear me calling you

I know that this heartache is
A speck in the sky of love
But it's all i feel around me

We're not lovers you and i
I can't think of reasons why
I should want you like that
I'm stranded by my passion
The whole idea fits us
Like a suit gone out of fashion

As i said goodbye and drove away
Things i'd like to hear you say
Rolled across my mind like clouds
In an unexpected flurry
I stumbled on a minefield
Where desire was still buried

I don't want to fall in love - with the idea of
I don't want to fall in love - with love

Sentimental circumstance disguised
As fate with wild romance
Fools me into thinking you're the water
For my thirst
Not knowing what you're feeling for me
Only makes it worse

I don't want to fall in love - with the idea of
I don't want to fall in love - with love

I don't know how to say goodbye to you
I'm not good at things that i don't want to do
Should i pretend that i don't care
That you don't feel what i feel is there

I don't know how to say goodbye

A kiss might insist that we play
The game of lovers
A touch might give away too much
Would my feeling be discovered

Would you be scared if i just stared
And let you look inside me
Or should i smile and walk away
So my eyes won't betray me