Calendar Days

don't try to hide
the mistakes i made this time
but please try and listen
cus i'm breaking a hear tonight
so you can see whats inside
cus wherever you go, well thats where ill go
id do so much ill show but you wont know
so heres a song to show for the things ive blown
but im sorry so... thats the only way that i know

and all ive learned is
what we hate we make, what we hate we make
theres no time for hating but what we hate we make

something is about to change
i can feel it in my heart today
and you know its not the first time
but i bet it won't be the same
cus right now im at an all time low
so heres a song just so you won't go
cus that the only thing that i know

and i will start with a verse
then a bridge, write a chorus
so we can all sing along
with everythign we got
but between you adn me this song would be
written for us but i know thats not enough
to say im sorry

what we hate we make, what we hate we make
theres no time for hating but what we hate we make

and you will know what you will be
and yeah, you will know what you mean to me
yeah you will know that truthfully
i am sorry.

Just a calendar day (ba ba ba ba)
its funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change
some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
dont know the right tings to do (ba ba ba ba)
in fact i dont have a clue sometime i feel like a tool
and i want to be truthfully true to you
and do all the things that you do
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say

"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 195o's TV family
except times infinity

two calendar days (ba ba ba ba)
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
i wonder what if im too late
all the time that i said i would wait?
and yeah does anyone care
about us here or anywhere?
well i just want to try adn dare
to be there, to care cus i know- i know thats rare
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me im OK
and one day one day i know you'll say

"B im so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
because the truth you know is that i have just been hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 195o's TV family
except times infinity

a family that i will be in
a family- its jsut not pretend
a familt that i will be in, a family

i don't know much but i know we will be
happy as a 1950"s TV family..
except times infinity
just a calendar day.

cross my heart, hope to die
i swear i won't say what happened that night
so starting today things are gonna be all right
your best you tried, and yeah you did fine
no better than fine, perfect in my mind
in fact, i wish your heart was mine
and i can hear the memory in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad we steered that way
because now we're here

do you want to get away? get in the car we can leave today
do you want to celebrate our just made little holiday?
cus now today is your day
all that stuff you used to take
im glad you threw all that away cus now you look so great
you never need to be afraid just know yuo went the right way

because even though we never get things right
and it gets so hard just saying we'll keep trying
its mine to decide when ill be alright

i know you're going crazy (crazy)
but happy is all that you make me (all you make me)
and things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong OK (OK)
but now its time to get some better days (some better days)
cus i don't want to keep acting this way

cus man i know we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..
and thats just a thing that take time

so keep going till you know when its time, when its right
keep showing yourself in that light
cus back in school man that gets cruel
but one thing is true is that man now look at you
your heart is big enough for two

because i can hear the memories in my ears
back to the years and all those tears
but hear me when i say im glad because we're here

i know you're going crazy (crazy)
but happy is all that you make me (you make me)
and things are gonna get better baby
i know everything went wrong OK (OK)
but now its time to get some better days (better days)
cus i don't want to keep acting this way

cus man i know we never get things right
and it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
but its mine to decide when and if ill be alright..
and thats just a thing that take time