When the Flowers Bloom...

It's hard to believe much of anything these days
When every thing falls all around you what can you say
When all of the words that float so easily just won't come
It's hard to believe that my whole body can feel this numb

Just try to remember

Been twirling my hair, that same habit you know that I have
When I close my eyes this whole situation just seems so bad
But I still got a memory, these pictures of you will never leave my side
And Lord knows I'm hurting, but every one knows it hurts to say goodbye

It's just the one thing I've been having the most trouble with
Is when I try my best, you know I do to just describe
The way that when you looked at me it's like it's heaven sent
And those most beautiful eyes

And I've been waking up at night beside this nervous tick
?Cause I just don't know if it's possible to get through this
And it's just me and all of your best friends they're by my side
They're trying, oh so hard to wipe these tears of off my eyes

Just try to remember

Just how it felt
Just how it felt

I find it hard to believe that you were taken from me
And all of your family, it doesn't make sense
How all these pictures and frames makes it hard to explain
The way that it rains, it's you crying

So I'll hold on to belief that one day we?ll be at peace
And when you look down on me you know I'm trying
Just to show the whole world how amazing you are
And when I see all those stars I know you're shining