1. _ Apathy Is A Cold Body
the person staring through
the person staring through the reflective
you've turned and run off with all
to the other side with you
and i know, i know
you try so damn hard to be so happy
so you say, what do i do now that you are me ?
i'll fade with time, just like in the dream
inherit my shoes, they were too hard to fill anyways
i want it to go well for you, start over and do it right
this time for me
open the eyes, look at this wall and notice the one that
borrows and steals
i do this to myself
stick to the side roads
they help interesting thoughts
you see what you want to see
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2. _ Pleasant Bullet
i've woken up every day
with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth
making all who care for me go through all my worst
times with me
and i give them no choice
all my worst times with me
i need to be unhappy to smile
but i haven't quite got the hang of it yet
i need to figure out whyt his room has blinds that never open
it's so hard to be these days
i wasted all my time
trying to remember
the word content was
there isn't much to open eyes for
i want to be excited just haven't been educated yet
wonder how long it will take before they leave me behind
questions in and questions out, they always ask me
it's so hard to be these days. i wasted all my time
trying to remember
the word content was
i just want to be happy
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3. _ Loved Ones
Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for the 20 years.
I love trying to make conversation
when I could careless of what you're doing,
what are you doing? And I know you never cared 'till now.
All my days go back to when you would scream.
And it froze me.
Guess the screaming runs in the family.
You look tired and run-down.
Are you even excited to see your baby boy?
Put a razor to the skin 'till we don't resemble each other anymore.
Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for the 20 years.
So now I see the tears welling up,
finally you care I've waited all my life for this.
It's always been over, it's always been over, it's always been over for us.
A single tear, a last resort for all who've never felt.
Sit across from you, why are we even here?
There is no way to make up for these 20 years.
If I could flip this table I'd stab you with every word
that lied its way out of your head.
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4. _ Crystal Lake
overheard your converstaoin. tonight i'm not satisfied
sitting here i realize that i always think i'm right
so it's ocer for all of you
my scenery is lakes and trees
i just can't keep all concrete
i've fallen for this metal and i love this handle
so it's over for all of you
two round holes cut into this fabric
and i will slide it over my head
i'll chase you for all hours
i never see you make the effor to chase me
now your final place is this lake
stare atme now on your way down
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5. _ Ghostchant
Sever your relation to those who are dependent on
breathing the obvious in it only turns your lips blue.
Turns your lips blue.
Unfastens inspiration from your throat.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
How many times do I have to turn the switch
to warn you about jumping in the back of the cars.
They cut the tendon so you'd be to wasted to hold it all.
No one around so you slash pretty skin.
You told me they drove you to it.
How many times have you woken up in a strangers arms
covered in the gasoline as they hover above you
with the match they ignite.
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6. _ A) The View From Here Is ... B) A Brick Wall
Days left before this is over and done with.
The sheets keep whispering "will you make it through this day?"
I'll practice making scenarios that aren't really there.
The corner hasn't helped in so long it speeds everything up now.
Back and forth, walking every piece of baggage off of me.
Hope when it hits they ground they turn to ash.
Sing the words even though they don't make sense at all.
I believe letters keep me warm.
I believe letters keep me company.
Tonight and forever in this room with mood lighting.
Even though it doesn't make sense.
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7. _ For A Bandaged Iris
I know we've never met and you'll probably never read this.
There are certain things your voice does to me,
it makes me feel the ground and sky again.
How sad it is when you spill your guts on the paper.
It only neglects you and never relieves.
In every corner and space I search for you,
I've only found your vocal cords.
Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most.
All day your songs spin me into a romance repeatedly to the sky.
Scream over and over again repeatedly to the sky.
In every corner and space I search for you,
I've only found your vocal cords.
Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most.
And nothing has affected me so...
In every corner and space I search for you,
I've only found your vocal cords.
Hate that I'm never certain of what needs what most.
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8. _ Sounds Like The End Of The World
so you've opened your eyes too late in the day
they wait for you in the room
you know they are having converstaions of punishment
last night you lost control
broke all their blood pumping mechanisms
so you stand in front of the polished sand
wondering what will become of you and them
they are scared
burn them like you did the rest
they are dead
one step in front of the other
you make your way to them
you rehearsed your words so many times
say it like you mean it
you always yell
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9. _ The Realist
please just this once, do this for me
ive seen you in clouded visions saying goodbye
i rememer when we were gonna sit eachother down
and explain ourselves
always busy blame myself
your color was blue myself is making me feel that way
i apologize apologize you're old enough to take care of...
if we cant speak go back to your bed so you'll be here
when i wake up
and im worried with no reason why
harm is an acquaintance and it says its not very fond of you
just this once "stay" i say
"ill see you soon" he says
until you come back i will stay awake
your color was blue myself is making me feel that way
i apologize apologize you're old enough to take care of...
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10. _ The Opinionated Are So Opinionated
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11. _ Zombies Are Good For Your Health
this morning when i awoke from the cushioned coils
eyes pouring their little hearts. it didn't feel normal
walking here
religiously
thinking the same black thoughts
as always you were'nt lying next to me
with that smirk on your face right then
were you giving me the images constantly flickering
i'll take the advice passed down
i see you on your side, bad luck
starlit nights when i awoke from the cushioned coils
eyes pouring their little hearts. it didn't feel normal.
nightmares stop reality, thinking the same black thoughts
and this time i'll be confused or compromise
my emotions
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12. _ Meeting Again For The First Time
Barely able to keep the lids open
At times I might think I need the rest
but who would want to go back there?
It's already hard enough to say I need it.
bad memories and good times.
Keep me from believing that I can still jump off.
No longer, no longer the same.
you grow accustomed to seeing the sun in a different location.
Standing still becomes a chore.
Anxious to get the pavement moving.
The easy solution to this and everything else is to move on.
It comes equipped with the last word.
they find ways to drag you along
and dismantle what you created.
It's already hard enough to say I need it
Bad memories and good times.
Keep me from believing that I can still jump off.
No longer, no longer the same.
You grow accustomed to seeing the sun in a different location.
Standing still becomes a chore.
Anxious to get the pavement moving.
Happiness is not having to lie on the floor dead alone.
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